Wesley

Hi guys, remember Wesley?

Yesterday I called him. More than a year later. And I didn't even mention his disappearance. It was just a normal conversation, as if nothing had happened. Half an hour later on, he mentioned that he knew he had disappeared, and that it was his fault. But I was not interested in that... I know what happened. He prefered to be friends with a couple of sadistic idiots than to me. His loss...

About Eric, we are going through a rocky phase (just now? Really Adam?). He is so obviously uninterested (sexually), that it's out in the open. We talked last night and he aknowledges that it's been very difficult to him, that guilt and shame have been too hard for him, and that he does not know how to spare me from his own internal battles. I think, actually, that, even though it's very hard, and makes me feel awful, that it comes from love... And that he's been fighting hard. And that for now, it's been forbearable enough for me to stay...